Friday, February 29, 2008

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now

Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

I love all of you guys even though now we are all busy in our own world.=)

10:01 PM

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Saat kau pergi
berlinanglah air mataku
betapa singkat kurasakan
kebahagiaan itu
kini lenyaplah sudah
ehm..

tak pernah ku inginkan
perpisahan ini terjadi
kuhanya bisa merelakan
jika memang kau pikir
inilah yang terbaik

tak perlu kau berialasan
mengapah kau ingin pergi meninggalkan diriku
karna kuyakin mungkin semua nya itu bisa
membuatmu..bahagia
sepenuh nya kumenyadari
bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki
namunku akan terus selalu menyayangimu
setulus nya hati.... ini......

tak pernah ku inginkan
perpisahan ini terjadi
betapa singkat kurasakan
kebahagiaan itu
kini lenyaplah sudah....

tak perlu kau berialasan
mengapa kau ingin pergi meninggalkan diriku
karna kuyakin mungkin semua nya itu bisa
membuatmu bahagia
sepenuh nya kumenyadari
bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki
namunku akan terus selalu menyayangimu setulus nya hati.... ini......

Saat Kau Pergi
berlinanglah air mataku...

8:27 PM

Monday, February 25, 2008

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, from whatever

We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money

When we look back now, will that joke still be funny

Will we still remember everything we learned in school

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

toodles-
-izQa

5:26 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn twenty five

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

'Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of the night in June

I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

And there was me and you, and then it got real blue

Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and

We would get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

-izQa marsya

4:19 PM

3:32 PM

Saturday, February 23, 2008

hey.
im not asleep yet.
tired bt den need to do sometink first..
haiz..guess so yar..
dunnoe wat to update.
ahaha!!

im just being me ok..
so i guess u realise wat u did to me.
i mean by other things..
i just dont care who u take picture wif..
bt den if im ur fren,like wat u say
dont treat me like an IDIOT..
the way u treat me its different from others.
i dont care lah.
dont do it to obvious lah oi!!
not telling other ppl.
i gt feelings too.
its too late to return back time..

lil-im just sick n tired lah ehk.
nk gado2 ni seme..

2:49 AM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

i having second thots...
i feel like i shld just walk away...
i noe tat i shld walk away...
my mind & heart are telling me to walk away...
but i can't do it...i dunnoe y...
it's getting more & more crappy as the days passes by...
i prefer when it just started...
it wasnt clingy at all...
& i got no life at all...
sumtimes,i loved it when i got no life at all...
at least i was being honest to myself...
nw,all i ever did was lie to myself...
constantly fronting..
.getting tired of it...
im not being the real me...
hw i desperately wish i cld turn back time...
i will do anyting just to turn back time...
i have no regrets on my past mistakes at all...
it is just that i truly regretted on meeting certain fakes...
if i cld turn back time...

i'll turn it all the way when i was 13certain things are meant to be a secret...
bcoz people can't handle the truth...
but some secret are actually lies...
people still think it's the truth...
it is best to have a few secrets...
certain frens deserved to know the truth...
most are willing to manipulate others...
just to feel the satisfaction of knowing the truth...
the truth on someone else's secrets...

-izQa marSya-

10:59 PM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

holla.

tday went back early.

reach home around 2.

after shower mit lil.

den lepak jap.

so yar..

den mit wani follow buy uniform.

its suck.waste my fcuking shit time.

out of stock.haiz..

oklah kan..

oklah no more time to update.

rushing lah.

and thx darls for the pic.

new photo are appreciate

toodles

7:06 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008

But I don�t care what they say
I�m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don�t know the truth
My heart�s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep
bleeding love I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep
bleeding love
You cut me open

8:57 PM

Friday, February 15, 2008

hey,

tday match wif K.C,

and we lose by 1.

and i score the second goall.

the actual score is 3-2.

haahs.so yar.

gerls,dont sad2.

we are still in ryte..

grrr.come on lah.

im happy today.

im just sooryy

tat i cant forget you.

please understand me.

i just cant forget to whom

i love suddenly..

i guess if u were me,

u will feel the same way.

once again sooryy.

i guess u knw

who am i referring too.

and and.please give me

some more tyme aites

come on lah izqa.

10:07 PM

Monday, February 11, 2008

9:45 PM

Saturday, February 9, 2008

hello..

lil,i guess i have fun wif u just now..

thx for the snow half cap aites..

u make my day lah..

thx..

9:50 PM

Friday, February 8, 2008

hey
im bored actualli.at my aunt place.
so yar..tmrrw den go back home..
notink more to update lah..
haiyaa..
fareez-sorryy lah kan..
imy babe!!
take care siol!!
choaw!!
hey u..
thx ehk..
theres one reson.bt den i cant tell you.
sorry babe!!
i guess u knw who am i reffering to.

6:33 PM

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

hello..ni fareez(lil)

im the one who upload tis pic at her blog..

she's mine.haha.

fareez merepek lah.byebye!!

11:07 PM

10:36 PM

this is shade is big

10:33 PM

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

u noe how u sumtimes u can juz kinda sort of predict tat stuffz is gonna happen b4 it actualli happens to u...
tatz how im feeling...
juz sorta getting tis vibes or 'aura' tat the same thing is gonna happen to me...& im so gonna hurt myself again...
bcoz of the same stupid reasons...argh!i so dunt wanna it to happen to me again...
but i guess the so-called process has started...& there is a way out...
but im juz too immersed into it...itz scaring me...
overwhelmed me...awed me...
itz giving me emotions tat i hate...tat i lyke...but i cant reject it...
tatz the part & parcel of being a human...to feel...
how sumtimes i wish i hav no emotions...
*sob*

11:11 PM

im scared...
im confused...
im freaking out...
im lost...
im falling...
im sad...
im crying...
im depressed...
im suicidal...
im insane...
im pathetic...
im stuck...
im bereaved...
im bitter...
im blue...
im cheerless...
im dejected...
im despairing...
im despondent...
im disconsolate...
im dismal...
im distressed...
im doleful...
im down...
im downcast...
im forlorn...
im gloomy...
im glum...
im grief-stricken...
im grieved...
im heartbroken...
im heartsick...
im heavy-hearted...
im hurting...
im languishing...
im low-spirited...
im lugubrious...
im melancholy...
im morbid...
im morose...
im mournful...
im pensive...
im pessimistic...
im somber...
im sorrowful...
im sorry...
im troubled...
im weeping...
im wistful...
im woebegone...
im bizarre...
im cracked...
im crazed...
im crazy...
im cuckoo...
im daft...
im demented...
im derailed...
im deranged...
im fatuous...
im frenzied...
im gone...
im idiotic...
im impractical...
im irrational...
im irresponsible...
im lunatic...
im mad...
im maniacal...
im mental...
im paranoid...
im preposterous...
im psychopathic...
im psychotic...
im rabid...
im raging...
im raving...
im schizophrenic...
im screwy...
im senseless...
im stupid...
im touched...
im unglued...
im unhinged...
im unsettled...
im unzipped...
im whacko...
im wild...
im baleful...
im baneful...
im cannibalistic...
im carcinogenic...
im cruel...
im dangerous...
im deathly...
im deleterious...
im destructive...
im fatal...
im grim...
im harmful...
im homicidal...
im injurious...
im internecine...
im killing...
im lethal...
im malignant...
im mortal...
im murderous...
im noxious...
im pernicious...
im pestiferous...
im pestilent...
im pestilential...
im poisonous...
im ruthless...
im savage...
im slaying...
im suicidal...
im toxic...
im unrelenting...
im venomous...
im violent...
im virulent...
broken into a million pieces...

11:00 PM