Thursday, February 21, 2008
i having second thots...i feel like i shld just walk away...
i noe tat i shld walk away...my mind & heart are telling me to walk away...
but i can't do it...i dunnoe y...it's getting more & more crappy as the days passes by...
i prefer when it just started...it wasnt clingy at all...
& i got no life at all...sumtimes,i loved it when i got no life at all...at least i was being honest to myself...nw,all i ever did was lie to myself...
constantly fronting...getting tired of it...
im not being the real me...hw i desperately wish i cld turn back time...
i will do anyting just to turn back time...i have no regrets on my past mistakes at all...
it is just that i truly regretted on meeting certain fakes...if i cld turn back time...
i'll turn it all the way when i was 13certain things are meant to be a secret...bcoz people can't handle the truth...but some secret are actually lies...people still think it's the truth...it is best to have a few secrets...certain frens deserved to know the truth...most are willing to manipulate others...just to feel the satisfaction of knowing the truth...the truth on someone else's secrets... -izQa marSya- 10:59 PM
