Tuesday, February 5, 2008
u noe how u sumtimes u can juz kinda sort of predict tat stuffz is gonna happen b4 it actualli happens to u...
tatz how im feeling...
juz sorta getting tis vibes or 'aura' tat the same thing is gonna happen to me...& im so gonna hurt myself again...
bcoz of the same stupid reasons...argh!i so dunt wanna it to happen to me again...
but i guess the so-called process has started...& there is a way out...
but im juz too immersed into it...itz scaring me...
overwhelmed me...awed me...
itz giving me emotions tat i hate...tat i lyke...but i cant reject it...
tatz the part & parcel of being a human...to feel...
how sumtimes i wish i hav no emotions...
*sob*
11:11 PM