izqa-marSya

2008-04-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

hello..
long time i nvr update..
no TIME..
ok tday was fine..
but have a bit flu..
afternoon when to mit someone for a while,
to take sometink..
den mit BABYLOVE..
cuz tday annivesary..
at now i still at block wif him..
using his laptop..
oklah.tired uhk.
and to someone
i still care for u aites

2008-04-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

2008-03-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

2008-03-13T23:56:00.003+08:00

thx for the edit.
i need u boo,
i got to see u boo.
swear that i love you too<33
-QueeNie izQa-

2008-03-13T13:08:00.000+08:00

2008-03-09T20:27:00.002+08:00

hello
not updating cos theres a wedding invitation.
wow.
friday went to rewang at khatib wif all my father side.
it was cool lah seyy.
den the next day buat kendarat damn freaking tired..
so after all that went to yishun.rewang lagy.
sleep at around 4.
play carrom wif them.
damn it was amazing..
around 2.30a.m,talk to my babylove.
till 4.wake up 9.30.
so went back at 7 plus..
ok till here..
going to meet my babylove..
and today my
annivesary wif my fareez!!!
ouh i swear that i love you..
going to meet him now.
bye!!

-QueeNie izQa-

2008-03-02T13:14:00.000+08:00

I love the way she moves

I see the way she's coming

I wanna rock her body

I know she's waiting for me

I love the way she moves

I see the way she's coming

I wanna rock her body

I know she's waiting for me

-lil ace-

2008-02-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now

Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

I love all of you guys even though now we are all busy in our own world.=)

2008-02-27T20:27:00.002+08:00

Saat kau pergi
berlinanglah air mataku
betapa singkat kurasakan
kebahagiaan itu
kini lenyaplah sudah
ehm..

tak pernah ku inginkan
perpisahan ini terjadi
kuhanya bisa merelakan
jika memang kau pikir
inilah yang terbaik

tak perlu kau berialasan
mengapah kau ingin pergi meninggalkan diriku
karna kuyakin mungkin semua nya itu bisa
membuatmu..bahagia
sepenuh nya kumenyadari
bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki
namunku akan terus selalu menyayangimu
setulus nya hati.... ini......

tak pernah ku inginkan
perpisahan ini terjadi
betapa singkat kurasakan
kebahagiaan itu
kini lenyaplah sudah....

tak perlu kau berialasan
mengapa kau ingin pergi meninggalkan diriku
karna kuyakin mungkin semua nya itu bisa
membuatmu bahagia
sepenuh nya kumenyadari
bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki
namunku akan terus selalu menyayangimu setulus nya hati.... ini......

Saat Kau Pergi
berlinanglah air mataku...

2008-02-25T17:26:00.002+08:00

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, from whatever

We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money

When we look back now, will that joke still be funny

Will we still remember everything we learned in school

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

toodles-
-izQa

2008-02-24T16:19:00.000+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn twenty five

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

'Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of the night in June

I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

And there was me and you, and then it got real blue

Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and

We would get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

-izQa marsya

2008-02-24T15:32:00.002+08:00

2008-02-23T02:49:00.002+08:00

hey.
im not asleep yet.
tired bt den need to do sometink first..
haiz..guess so yar..
dunnoe wat to update.
ahaha!!

im just being me ok..
so i guess u realise wat u did to me.
i mean by other things..
i just dont care who u take picture wif..
bt den if im ur fren,like wat u say
dont treat me like an IDIOT..
the way u treat me its different from others.
i dont care lah.
dont do it to obvious lah oi!!
not telling other ppl.
i gt feelings too.
its too late to return back time..

lil-im just sick n tired lah ehk.
nk gado2 ni seme..

2008-02-21T22:59:00.002+08:00

i having second thots...
i feel like i shld just walk away...
i noe tat i shld walk away...
my mind & heart are telling me to walk away...
but i can't do it...i dunnoe y...
it's getting more & more crappy as the days passes by...
i prefer when it just started...
it wasnt clingy at all...
& i got no life at all...
sumtimes,i loved it when i got no life at all...
at least i was being honest to myself...
nw,all i ever did was lie to myself...
constantly fronting..
.getting tired of it...
im not being the real me...
hw i desperately wish i cld turn back time...
i will do anyting just to turn back time...
i have no regrets on my past mistakes at all...
it is just that i truly regretted on meeting certain fakes...
if i cld turn back time...

i'll turn it all the way when i was 13certain things are meant to be a secret...
bcoz people can't handle the truth...
but some secret are actually lies...
people still think it's the truth...
it is best to have a few secrets...
certain frens deserved to know the truth...
most are willing to manipulate others...
just to feel the satisfaction of knowing the truth...
the truth on someone else's secrets...

-izQa marSya-

2008-02-19T19:06:00.006+08:00

holla.

tday went back early.

reach home around 2.

after shower mit lil.

den lepak jap.

so yar..

den mit wani follow buy uniform.

its suck.waste my fcuking shit time.

out of stock.haiz..

oklah kan..

oklah no more time to update.

rushing lah.

and thx darls for the pic.

new photo are appreciate

toodles

2008-02-18T20:57:00.002+08:00

But I don�t care what they say
I�m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don�t know the truth
My heart�s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep
bleeding love I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep
bleeding love
You cut me open

2008-02-15T22:07:00.003+08:00

hey,

tday match wif K.C,

and we lose by 1.

and i score the second goall.

the actual score is 3-2.

haahs.so yar.

gerls,dont sad2.

we are still in ryte..

grrr.come on lah.

im happy today.

im just sooryy

tat i cant forget you.

please understand me.

i just cant forget to whom

i love suddenly..

i guess if u were me,

u will feel the same way.

once again sooryy.

i guess u knw

who am i referring too.

and and.please give me

some more tyme aites

come on lah izqa.

2008-02-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

2008-02-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

hello..

lil,i guess i have fun wif u just now..

thx for the snow half cap aites..

u make my day lah..

thx..

2008-02-08T18:33:00.000+08:00

hey
im bored actualli.at my aunt place.
so yar..tmrrw den go back home..
notink more to update lah..
haiyaa..
fareez-sorryy lah kan..
imy babe!!
take care siol!!
choaw!!
hey u..
thx ehk..
theres one reson.bt den i cant tell you.
sorry babe!!
i guess u knw who am i reffering to.

2008-02-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

hello..ni fareez(lil)

im the one who upload tis pic at her blog..

she's mine.haha.

fareez merepek lah.byebye!!

2008-02-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

2008-02-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

this is shade is big

2008-02-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

u noe how u sumtimes u can juz kinda sort of predict tat stuffz is gonna happen b4 it actualli happens to u...
tatz how im feeling...
juz sorta getting tis vibes or 'aura' tat the same thing is gonna happen to me...& im so gonna hurt myself again...
bcoz of the same stupid reasons...argh!i so dunt wanna it to happen to me again...
but i guess the so-called process has started...& there is a way out...
but im juz too immersed into it...itz scaring me...
overwhelmed me...awed me...
itz giving me emotions tat i hate...tat i lyke...but i cant reject it...
tatz the part & parcel of being a human...to feel...
how sumtimes i wish i hav no emotions...
*sob*

2008-02-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

im scared...
im confused...
im freaking out...
im lost...
im falling...
im sad...
im crying...
im depressed...
im suicidal...
im insane...
im pathetic...
im stuck...
im bereaved...
im bitter...
im blue...
im cheerless...
im dejected...
im despairing...
im despondent...
im disconsolate...
im dismal...
im distressed...
im doleful...
im down...
im downcast...
im forlorn...
im gloomy...
im glum...
im grief-stricken...
im grieved...
im heartbroken...
im heartsick...
im heavy-hearted...
im hurting...
im languishing...
im low-spirited...
im lugubrious...
im melancholy...
im morbid...
im morose...
im mournful...
im pensive...
im pessimistic...
im somber...
im sorrowful...
im sorry...
im troubled...
im weeping...
im wistful...
im woebegone...
im bizarre...
im cracked...
im crazed...
im crazy...
im cuckoo...
im daft...
im demented...
im derailed...
im deranged...
im fatuous...
im frenzied...
im gone...
im idiotic...
im impractical...
im irrational...
im irresponsible...
im lunatic...
im mad...
im maniacal...
im mental...
im paranoid...
im preposterous...
im psychopathic...
im psychotic...
im rabid...
im raging...
im raving...
im schizophrenic...
im screwy...
im senseless...
im stupid...
im touched...
im unglued...
im unhinged...
im unsettled...
im unzipped...
im whacko...
im wild...
im baleful...
im baneful...
im cannibalistic...
im carcinogenic...
im cruel...
im dangerous...
im deathly...
im deleterious...
im destructive...
im fatal...
im grim...
im harmful...
im homicidal...
im injurious...
im internecine...
im killing...
im lethal...
im malignant...
im mortal...
im murderous...
im noxious...
im pernicious...
im pestiferous...
im pestilent...
im pestilential...
im poisonous...
im ruthless...
im savage...
im slaying...
im suicidal...
im toxic...
im unrelenting...
im venomous...
im violent...
im virulent...
broken into a million pieces...

2008-02-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

2008-02-03T10:48:00.000+08:00

hotstuff sue

hello..

yesterday gt floorball trg..

after trg meet rina..den go delta watch hotstuff played..

they won..so yar watch the other game also..

went back at around 9 plus..

so yar..went home den go doctor..

high fever larsh..

fck off den..hope tmrrw match get to play..

its again Holy innocent..i guess the skull..

notink more to update..

Just forget wats the past

lets have a very good refresh.

peace out

2008-02-01T12:07:00.000+08:00

hey..

im did not attend to skull tday..

coz im late den also sick..

so yar..went to doctor wif father take M.C

2 days of M.C i get..

hhah..get well soon izqa..

i miss u larsh

im lazy to update

take kaire aites

2008-01-29T10:20:00.000+08:00

im not in skull tday..
coz im late..
so yar..me,herman,isa n hanafee
went to the playground..
saw twin GOH LEE LEE..
all of us run..
bt den she nvr saw us..
so the boys went to skull
and me went to aunt house..
go to skull at 1.25 got match lah..
fcuk..hope get to play tat match..
so yar..
cant see my admire..
so take kaire aites..

2008-01-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

tmrrw match wif Bedok south sec.

so yar hope to win tat match..

just now went to Republic Poly

watch the C DIV boys play..

they won..i guess the score was 27-0..

went back to skull and watch the netball game..

haha cool..

so i was enjoying playing netball wif amirah(sec 1)

shes my junior actually..

so went to courtyard wif the C div boys..

playing floorball..

so yar..

to my fren..

see u in skull tmrrw cool-

getting to hate u soon k?

just forget wats the past

i guess

so yar..

bt den,i still love you!!

2008-01-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

ola...
just now frendly wif xishan..
i score goals..bt den stupid score(i guess)
so yar..finish den watch the b div played..
they against VJC..
den go courtyard..
me n iqah went back first..

i try my best to pretend
to pretend and not showing tat sadness in me
not showing the heartbreak
i love u then anitink..
i miss u more then wat u tink
i just cant take it
i just cant imagine how u live ryte now
i jus cant imagine the places u lie on
the way u find ur own food
ppl might keep telling me to move on
ppl keep remind me tat ur ok
ppl might telling me to pray
but those feelings will nvr walk awae..
iloveyou!!

im still waiting till tday..

2008-01-24T21:06:00.000+08:00

hey guys..

tday reach home at about 7.30

gt no trg but watch the b div play..

den went to bubble tea to buy drinks..

me,syaf,sue,rina,wani,fyyzah n bimbo..

bt den syaf n bimbo went back..coz syaf is sick(i guess)

so yar..

only the 4 of us were at the courtyard..

syaf-get well soon aites..

ermmm...

yar tmrrw gt frendly match with XISHANITES

so yar..hope to win tat match..

i guess tats all..

2008-01-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

Hey,im not sayin that..she has to be wit me or anythin like that...
its juz that..
i think that i can communicate well wit her..
yup..
i juz dont know wheather she feels the same way..
not tryna let everyone know or somethin..
but..its juz that..i feel that this the only place where i can let everything out...
and i know she doesnt read my blogs...
i guess..so yar..
Btw to my lil.. i MISS u..haha.
each an everytime we chat,cmfrm we fight..
APE NK JAD LARHS??
haiz..
congrats yar..da dpt hp..bt bill kene suspend..
haha..i got no hp..
coz my bro borrow..wtf?
hahah..
ok done..
sleep!!
takin care..stay cool alwaes yar!!!

2008-01-18T20:27:00.000+08:00

Hey..
OH SOTONG CRAP!!!
im missing u already...
haiz...i knw theres sumthng i wana update but dnt knw wat?
aiya y like this when my fingers juz settled down on the keyboard.
lemme see...
hmmm...
n ouhya. in my mind,
its always this two person mingling weneva the thot of having a love one.
u figure it out.
its a tit for tat. ahakz~
ok!Lets Cool!
im gonna make some tea to cool myself now!
and yar!
eu make me over JimBean!!
REALLY OVER!
dun smile no more ok?!
cuz eu r CUTE! =)

and and to fyzah..
thx yar...

takin care